Today is the day that the twins start nursery. The thought of this day kept me going during the toughest times of 4 under 4. I knew it wouldn’t last forever and at that point I needed to know that. Recently though the thought of this day has been looming as an ending. An ending to my time of having babies and an ending to my real period of SAHM. I won’t be heading back to the office anytime soon, but will I really be a stay at home mum when there are no littles at home during the day?Â
I will miss so much about this period of my life as it is really special having babies and being their everything, but I do also feel really positive about the next chapter where I am no longer at the mercy of the will of a toddler. I mean toddlers are funny and toddlers are super cute, but they are also exhausting and all consuming.
So how will I feel today as I drop those little loves off at nursery and as they start their first adventure without me? Well I have summed it all up in my own little ditty.
They are going to nursery;Â today is the start
The start of a new chapter that might break my heart
‘The babies’, we call them; are babies no more
How will I feel as they walk through that door?
They are starting an adventure, but one without me
Its a great thing for them;Â that of course I can see
So today I will smile as I wave them goodbye
Don’t tell them, but inside I might cry
8 years the house has been full of riot
Again again I have prayed for the quiet
But I’ll miss all the crazy, the noise and the fun
I’ll miss those smiles lighting my day like the sun
I’ll miss so much between 9 and 3
But I strongly suspect I might re-find ‘me’
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It’s exciting, it’s scary to face something new
So here goes nothing and girls I love you!
Aww! I hope they have had a fab time at nursery and they settle in well. x
Thanks Kim. They did love it and were so excited so its great.
Aww Kirsty! That brought a tear to my eye. Where does the time go?! I hope all went well on their first day… how was the quiet? #blogtober xx
Thanks Annette. I know it does seem just a second ago that they were actually babies. They loved nursery thank goodness and actually I felt really good about it and just enjoyed it.
Aww! Beautiful words! Enjoy the peace! #blogtober18
Thanks for your comment
Aww! Hope they loved nursery and you managed to enjoy the peace. Lovely words. #blogtober18
Thanks Tina and they did love it!
This poem I can definitely relate to. My youngest starts nursery next year, and I don’t want him to go. I will probably cry on the outside as well as the inside #Blogtober18
I was fine in the end it was odd. I thought I would be emotional, but they were so excited I just couldn’t be. #Blogtober18
Lovely photos i hope that the girls rnjoy nursery and you enjoy done if your time alone #dreamteam
Thanks Chloe. Glad to have you on the #DreamTeam
I’ve always though of doing #BlogTober butnever got round to it. I have done other 30 day blog challenges but really must try this one sometime #DreamTeam
It’s my first time and I have liked the challenge but it is a lot!! Thanks for being on the #DreamTeam
That is such a sweet, heartfelt poem. well expressed x #dreamteam
Thanks Rosie. It is always a pleasure to see you on the #DreamTeam
Awww… and you’re a poet too! Your girls are adorable. I don’t know how you do it – 4 under 4!!! Bless you!!!
I’m not sure how I survived either thanks for being with the #DreamTeam again this week
I hope you are enjoying the Peace. it can be a bit of a culture shock. Bless you x
I really am actually, but it is weird. Thanks for joining the #DreamTeam this week
Wishing them and you all the best. Imagine how you will feel when they are talking about moving overseas which is the milestone I am facing right now #DreamTeam
Oh my! I couldn’t even imagine that… I guess overtime I will learn to let go more and more. It is our job after all. Thanks as ever for being part of the #DreamTeam
Ah what a lovely poem and so nice to see the photos of when they were teeny tiny! its such an emotional milestone, i hope they enjoy nursery
Thanks Hannah. They do seem to be loving it so far. Thanks for being on the #DreamTeam this week
They WILL love it AND learn so much you will be surprised X #DREAMTEAm
They are loving it so far which is great news and if the truth be told I am rather loving my time on my own. Thank you for being on the #DreamTeam this week
Back again with the #dreamteam. I love this poem Kirsty… it reminds me of our first day. Your babies are beautiful little girls xx
Thanks lovely. They really haven’t been this week – it is like they have been possessed by rather rude and hitty little monsters! #DreamTeam
I found it to be much harder on me than it was for my daughter – and also that I really enjoyed those few hours to myself…#dreamteam
I think that is definitely true here. They loved it! Thanks for being on the #DreamTeam
This Is so sweet! Now go take that nap you’ve earned! #DreamTeam
I will!! #DreamTeam
Hope they enjoyed their first day at nursery school #dreamteam
They loved it – thank you #DreamTeam